I’m going on holiday in 3 weeks, and theres sooo much stuff I need to do such as, lose a bit of weight, get a tan, finish my tattoo, have my nails done, have my eyelashes done and save my money all in 3 weeks omg what a disaster.
Yesterday, my dog Chloe died, I’ve had her since I was 3 years old and still remember the day we got her, I still remember the way I used to go to sleep on her belly when I was tired and the way she used to cuddle up to me when I was sad, the way she used to run between everyones legs haha I can’t even believe she’s gone I cuddled her until she went cold on the vets table and I can honestly say I have never cried so much in my whole life. She was only ill for 3 weeks max, I just don’t understand how she went so quick. To make things worse it was my dads birthday and I had to watch him cry uncontrollably which made me 10 times worse as the only time I’ve ever seen him like that was when his dad died. I dunno It’s so weird I dunno how my moms going to cope without her, she’s been the biggest part of our life and I don’t think getting a new dog would ever replace her. I know she’s “just a dog” “just an animal” but omg I don’t think I’ve ever been as close to an animal as her. She brought us scrumpy and now they’re both gone. Don’t think I’ve got my head round the fact she’s gone quite yet.
I remember that time he pointed at me and told me he wanted my child, then laughed as I beat a man up infront of me
